(Waking up at 5 AM
turn the lights on,
it's still dark.
Grab some paper and a pen,
then take a long walk in the park.
Solidify the thoughts up in your head:
Wonder what it'll be like when it's all over.)
I'M NOT FUCKING SCARED, I DESERVE THIS
Goodnight my pictures on the wall.
Goodnight my precious Golden Gate.
It's only fitting that it should come to this:
Good morning only god I've ever known.
I ask you to swallow me
in your constancy
and dissolve me across your shores.
I am intangible
and small enough to feel
your arms beckon me
back and forth.
PAIN
(Someone call an ambulance! Someone call an ambulance!)
LESS
Drown me in a life worthy, a love deserving, a heart worthy of death
FALL.
credits
from Red Dream,
released November 1, 2012
Music: Nick
Lyrics: about 75% Nick, 25% Mitch
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